Eeek! we are really becoming grown ups.

I cant deny it anymore. While I am still hiding in student life without ever having had a "real" job or even a place for myself, everyone else seems to be becoming a real grown up. This morning, I found out that an old classmate from high school can have a baby any moment. She's just one year older than me. A couple of hours later I discovered that a girl from my bachelor degree is getting married. and she is even younger than me. Before that it was the odd person here or there that was of my age and was getting married/ having kids/ buying or renting a house/ starting a proper career. But now they seem to be everywhere!

I like to think that I am so very young, but all these people make me a bit nervous. People my age are becoming grown ups. It is scary. It is about time that I fix my own life. The problem is, I cannot even find an internship at the moment. so that means no money for getting my own place (I'm happy I can even pay the rent of my one room). I also lack the perfect man (and again the money) to make any marrying happening. And babies are simple not happening anytime soon. Playing with other peoples baby will do for now. 

So, I think the growing up will have to wait for a while..

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